College started and I am not sure whether I was ready for it.
Everything seems to have changed and the things I imagined never to be able to do are slightly approaching and might even get done....
So should I be happy or sad?
I want to be different than I used to be... you know, grown up... but my inner child is struggling ... it misses dancing in the morning, twirling in my computer chair and just mooing and quacking every chance it gets... why didn't anyone catch me before I went of my cliff... Holden where were you?